its gonna be bloody

So it has begun, no one is officially dead yet. A lot of hurt feelings, and yelling, and headaches, but I guess that is to be expected. It will only continue to get interesting. I am stuck in the middle, and I need to decide what I am officially going to do, as for running again or not. I am sure not running will save me mentally, emotionally, and $$$$$$$...(imtrex)...

Update in the AM. or afternoon.

stuck in the middle

This fire department shit is about to start. I am stuck in the middle and do not like any of it. I just cannot wait until something comes to a head and its all over with. No matter who comes out on top, there are already causalities and will be many more. I have a headache, maybe I just need to bow out when elections come.... I did not want that, but it looks better and better each day.

Today Nikki and I are looking for halls, and most likely finding the church... (vu).

Every one's gone at my house for a week, so I will be more than happy!

Update tomm.